Just smile

I once thought that

It will change if I change

Yet...

It doesn't end the way I expect

But still...

I will face it with just a smile =)

I've been trying to change myself

in the past few months?

hahahaha

yes... I failed once... but i tried again..

Again..

and again...

and yes...

I slightly succeeded

I'm being normal as the way I've been before

Despite seeing things I don't like

I smile

I laugh

I joke about it

and yes it has to be end this way to make a better ending for myself

Isn't it good?

Isn't it the way you want?

I will never step over the friendship line

But instead...

I think I have started to hate you

But... well.. of course I won't hate you because of the thing I caused

I will still..

smile... =)

This...

will be the last post I'll blog about you ^^

I'll still happy

I'm still me

I don't blame you

Blame me if you want

Because I know it's really not easy to handle situation like this

I know this will be the worst ending

So... nothing then~

I've changed my style

Like you all can see

I used to handle things by crying... hurting... blah blah blah

But... I wanna try to make it better

Just smile

and endure everything

Maybe...

I might breakdown for sometimes..

but don't worry

It won't be about you

Because I don't like you anymore

Do you want me to repeat it again?

I DON'T LIKE YOU ANYMORE

Got it clear? ^^

Please say 'crystal' =P

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger

A nice phrase from Kelly Clarkson's song

but you have killed me once

or twice?

or even more? 

hahahaha

nah~ Don't care about it~

Just leave it alone

and ohya...

I will and have kept my promise

I will not step over the line

and you

must keep your promise too

It's ok to behave your own way

but...

If it really makes me irritate to the maximum

Forgive me for flipping the desk suddenly

Coz I am human too

I have feeling

Don't trigger me

just a friendly reminder =P

No matter you read about this post or not

This is my blog

I have my own right to write anything

publicly or privately

I've been here for 5 or 6 years

No one will change me to give up on this blog

understand? =D