复杂

我已经踏出那一步了

此刻心情

越来越空虚了

社会的丑
看到了

我变了
变得越来越不堪了
到底怎么了啊

我要的是什么
我觉得我很清楚
只是
得到与快要得到的那一瞬间
我犹豫了
到底是在犹豫什么
我不知道

此刻心情
很复杂 =.=

《魔法老师》，最棒的漫画！！

看了那么多漫画

不管怎样看

都是《魔法老师》 最棒的了！

是我完全公认的漫画！

完美的画风！！

完美的故事！！

完美的逻辑！！

完美的搞笑风格！！

太棒了！！

不过...

还有3话就大结局了！！T___T

看了那么多年！！

现在终于要大结局了！！

伤心死我了！！

而且这是唯一一个会让我看到哭的漫画

真的太棒

太感动了

也是我看的第一本日本漫画

我爱死魔法老师了！！

我觉得我应该会把魔法老师的漫画买起来 lo

虽然会很伤钱包 T__T

不过我觉得对这个漫画来说

是值得的 =P

I've survived

曾经以为自己真的会灰暗很久

可是才发现

真的没有东西是不可能的

我经过了痛苦

我忍受了一切

可是我还活着

这才是最好的了

现在的情况

我真的痊愈了

很高兴

Welcome to B2ST Airline

新年虽然是假期

可是很难有时间看我的Welcome to B2ST Airline DVD >.<

很谢谢Leon~

她帮我order也寄过来Penang给我的

感动到～

而且我超级超级兴奋的

本来还以为自己对BEAST有点冷淡的

不过应该是多心吧

我还是很很很很喜欢他们 >.<

刚刚看了Welcome to B2ST Airline

我真的真的真的很感动！！

一到他们唱Easy的时候

我哭出来了！！！！

实在是太兴奋！！太感动了！！

而且我发觉到我对他们的爱

越来越严重了！！！

没能去Beautiful Show...

我真的真的很遗憾　ㅠㅠ 

而且看了这个演唱会

我很想念很想念跟Leon，Chinyee，还有Jessie

很想念跟他们一起去showcase的时候

还有～

BEAST的新歌！！

请每个人和B2UTY一定要支持他们！！！

我喜欢BEAST

到现在也是很喜欢BEAST!!!! <3

Just smile

I once thought that

It will change if I change

Yet...

It doesn't end the way I expect

But still...

I will face it with just a smile =)

I've been trying to change myself

in the past few months?

hahahaha

yes... I failed once... but i tried again..

Again..

and again...

and yes...

I slightly succeeded

I'm being normal as the way I've been before

Despite seeing things I don't like

I smile

I laugh

I joke about it

and yes it has to be end this way to make a better ending for myself

Isn't it good?

Isn't it the way you want?

I will never step over the friendship line

But instead...

I think I have started to hate you

But... well.. of course I won't hate you because of the thing I caused

I will still..

smile... =)

This...

will be the last post I'll blog about you ^^

I'll still happy

I'm still me

I don't blame you

Blame me if you want

Because I know it's really not easy to handle situation like this

I know this will be the worst ending

So... nothing then~

I've changed my style

Like you all can see

I used to handle things by crying... hurting... blah blah blah

But... I wanna try to make it better

Just smile

and endure everything

Maybe...

I might breakdown for sometimes..

but don't worry

It won't be about you

Because I don't like you anymore

Do you want me to repeat it again?

I DON'T LIKE YOU ANYMORE

Got it clear? ^^

Please say 'crystal' =P

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger

A nice phrase from Kelly Clarkson's song

but you have killed me once

or twice?

or even more? 

hahahaha

nah~ Don't care about it~

Just leave it alone

and ohya...

I will and have kept my promise

I will not step over the line

and you

must keep your promise too

It's ok to behave your own way

but...

If it really makes me irritate to the maximum

Forgive me for flipping the desk suddenly

Coz I am human too

I have feeling

Don't trigger me

just a friendly reminder =P

No matter you read about this post or not

This is my blog

I have my own right to write anything

publicly or privately

I've been here for 5 or 6 years

No one will change me to give up on this blog

understand? =D