今天跟gabriel他们一起去queensbay看Mulan


怎么说呢
一生中，第一次让我打瞌睡的一部戏 =.=
不过也是有好看的部分啦
尤其是给我们拿来开玩笑的
哈哈哈哈哈
这是只有我们这堆思想“特别”才明白的 XD

反而我更加怀念以前的Mulan


跟你们说
我以前超喜欢Mulan这部卡通电影的
到现在还是很喜欢
最近看到disney也有做
格外的怀念~~
而且我很喜欢里面的歌
然而今天的Mulan
我只能以“speechless”来comment
哈哈哈

有一首我最近发现的歌
可以说是9年前的歌了
可是觉得很很好听~~

Lene Marlin - Unforgivable Sinner

就跟它的title有了一点点共鸣
虽然跟歌词的说法不一样
只是它的title让我觉得自己也是sinner的一分子 XD

不管朋友多么接受
不管朋友多么认同
在普通人们的眼中
我的存在即使是对他们没有任何威胁
他们也是一样会排斥
这不是随随便便就说出来的一句
“被人拿来开玩笑”
这句是真正发生过的事
所以别再说我假惺惺了
（没有人说啦...只是提醒nia）

只想为人流泪

很庆幸自己的病已经慢慢好转了
咳嗽已经慢慢的变少了
（吃了那么多种药，还不好真的要跳楼了）
可是现在变成有点发烧了 XD
不过也好啦
至少晚上的时候能和平地睡觉了~~

不知道为什么
不知不觉中
我已经跟我的老朋友们那么地开放
不管是惊天动地的秘密
还是不可告人的秘密
我都好像完全不管了
可是为了以后我的性命安全
最好不要再继续散播了
哈哈哈
可是跟朋友分享
不见得是件坏事 ^^

最近完全没有J的动静
有点空虚
哈哈哈哈
不过不代表我就此停止我的感觉
不知为什么
除了我的好朋友
连我自己也觉得这次我似乎有点太过serious了
竟然想要“告白”？！？！
哈哈哈
好啦好啦~~
我不会“告白”的
自己也知道自己站在什么立场
明白怎么做的了 ^^
只是直到那个人让我完全得到绝望的那一刻
我才会收手
很可能我一直期待的就是“心痛”
我想要“恋爱”的感觉，同时也想要“心痛”的感觉
很矛盾，可是是真的
也许时间过得太久
已经开始怀念当时让自己留下最温热的眼泪的感觉

不想要因为anime的假象而流泪
不想要因为被欺负而流泪
不想要回想过去而流泪
我只想要因为“一个人”而流泪
大概是这样的感觉
不知为何自己有这样的渴望
可是我就是想要
不过如果反而我得到了“幸福”
那就更好不过啦 ^^

1127一周年纪念

现在就upload我们那天1127的照片 =)

ah koay，zhi ling and me~~


me，hoay yin and siew lin~~


ah khaw and me~~


me and kah ying~~


zhi ling


me


ah koay


siew lin


kah ying and jin chiew


ah khaw


ah nee


hoay yin and kah ying




siew lin， EDWARD，me，JACOB，BELLA


hoay yin，RAIN and siew lin


Don't ask me what I'm doing
HAHAHAHAHA


She too =X





“AH MA~! KUA CHIA!!!”


This is so gonna make Chun Kai Jealous
wakakakaka


Don't want chai her!!
she sendiri catch me one~~ wakakaka






恭喜我们毕业一年了！！

这是去年的1127
多么怀念哦~~
我们都老了
哈哈哈哈

吐血了~~

开始不习惯自己的english post了
真的有点不像我
wakakaka

今天
我
kah ying
hoay yin
siew lin
chen nee
zhi ling
ah koay
ah khaw
jin chiew（最后在gurney才meet =.=）
约好在coffee island
当然...就是kap个不停啦
不过我今天比较少
因为咳嗽越变越严重

死鬼siew lin ><
本来要hot green tea
你帮我点到iced carrot juice
不过不要紧啦
第一次喝carrot juice
别有一番风味嘛
不过hor
我就因为喝了carrot juice
我的咳嗽突然更加严重（maybe...）
然后忍不住就去厕所muntah了~~
我呕出来的东西真的吓死我
红红色的~~~~
我吐血了~~~
OMG~~
死了~
不过其实是carrot juice罢了 =.=
现在才知道原来carrot juice真的有点像血 XD

（中间我们这堆八婆们拍了很多照片）
（拿到照片后我才post上来）

然后去gurney的时候是ah nee载我们的
这个时候他们也在拍照！！
而且在driving的ah nee也一起拍！！
真的是啊弥陀佛我能安全抵达gurney ><

然后在gurney
我们这里走走~~那里走走~~
本来想要看new moon的 ><
mana tau满满了
所以下次lo~~
还有我们其实蛮过分的 XD
全部人进parkson的fitting room
在那边kap =.=
别人在外面等着fitting room用
我们就在那边闷死
哈哈哈哈
而且还讨论2012什么的~~
结果每个人越讲越怕死 ><
就这样lo
所以你们等照片啦~~

还有
你们知道什么是six packs的嘛
就是muscle在腹部那些的
我想我“暂时性”有了two packs =.=
全都托咳嗽跟呕吐的服
因为他们让我无时无刻都在kek着我的肚子
结果现在我的肚子前面有难看的两个东西了
celaka~~~

Am I going to DIE?!?!

ok
2 hours more till midnight
the bacteria in my throat i getting ready to work their pub
(starting to feel the wave of itchiness)
luckily there's still have Fisherman's Friend that can cool them down =.=

feel so boring the whole day
nothing to do at all
(maybe the canon job turn me down also dunno @.@)

ohya
I've done a research for myself
try to find a way to STOP THIS GOD DAMN COUGH

well

there are some ways

• drink a hot milk with a teaspoon of honey mixed
  ~ yea.. this is easy to do but it tastes weird @.@
  it can cure insomnia also
  well... i couldn't sleep all because of COUGH only
  
  
• chew a ginger
  ~omg.. do i really have to do that
  ginger's really not my stuff X.X
  but still.. i may chew it if I'm desperate to do so

ok
there's also a point state that to keep the humidity of the room
it says that dry air will worsen my cough
so dunno~~
maybe prepare a big bowl of water put in my room?!?!
or how could i control the humidity in my room!!
btw...
these days are hot hot HOTTTT
so no matter how i still need my air-cond to be on


ohya
today i got a weird feeling
to be exact.. its kinda suffer
like i cant breathe
and its like my lungs are full of water
or somehow feel like something's pressing on me~~
OMG~~hope that it's not those 'dirty' thing~~
haiz~~~
though i still feel headache lately
and now while I'm typing
i feel dizziness
like want to throw up X.X

Am I going to die?!?!
choi...choi...choi...

stay alive X.X

well
till now, I'm already half dead X.X
from yesterday night (1.00am) till this morning (about 10.00am)
I'm having SERIOUSLY NON-STOP COUGHING~~
so... which mean i DIDN'T EVEN SLEEP at these moments
very suffer~~~ X.X

my chest and my abdomen pain like hell~!!
my voice's turning even more sexier~~
my throat's getting itchier and much red than before~~
my lips' somehow getting even more reddish as if I'm using my mom's lipstick =.=
my panda eye's getting more serious as I CAN'T EVEN SLEEP

..............................

though i get coughing easily and I've get used to it actually
but THIS IS THE WORST CASE I've ever had
can't believe I'm still alive till now~~

Chinese traditional medicine ~ from doctor and from my grandma
Western modern medicine ~ from ONG TOO and it's damn expensive
Pei Pa Gou ~ somehow found in my refrigerator
Fisherman's Friend ~ also found in my refrigerator, at least it hasn't reached the expired date
Hong Iu (nutmeg oil) ~ to "bua" on my chest and throat

I've stuck ALL stuffs as stated above into my stomach(except Hong Iu)
and yet this DAMN COUGH is getting even more happier
wonder that the bacteria inside me is same as me as 被虐狂

ok
this is something quite funny
as i have stated just now
the ONG TOO doctor one
this is one of the clinics that i visit everytime i sick
and yesterday the doctor look at the record of mine
and he tells me
"wow~~everytime u come see me is definitely cough one lo"
and he shows me the record

FROM 2005 TILL 2009
cough (2005)
i got cough almost twice a year cough (2005)
cough (2006)
cough (2006)
cough (2007)
cough (2007)
cough (2008)
this time cough (2009)

this is quite embarrassing~~ XD

and still there's the same problem
I cough less than 10 times in the afternoon
but i cough GOD DAMN NON-STOP at midnight
seems like the bacteria's having night pub in my throat @.@

Wish me to stay alive X.X