Living my own world

I got to prepare for it

I have to think for the worst

though I don't want it to end

it's hurt

like I used to be

it's the same thing

I fell into it

and I never climb back

unless I was forced to be buried inside

for once

I did thing I not dare to do

with the help of alcohol

of course it's no good

but this is the last time

I will give you

anything 

anything

but how could I do for it

I can't do a thing

I couldnt

for times

I've stayed here for years

Still the same

Broken Heart Never End

ya

but never mind

it's the path I have to go through

everyone has to go through

I wonder

have you gone through this?

before?

I wonder

I don't understand you

Wanna know more

more of you

only if you allowed

seems like I'm living in my own world

like a crazy

The thing I can't have

It happened again

A line from 'The Hangover 2'

never thought i could use it in reality

it's good

or it's bad

I didn't really know

as I hardly squeeze my brain to know what happened

well

at least I still have my fingers in the position

I don't feel well

physically

yes

as well as inside me

I cant deny

Though I don't really recall what I've said last night

but I feel like I've talked too much

what did i said?

it's so close

yet it's so far

in fact

it's impossible

i cant fight it

i cant have it

but still i hunger for it

why

i cant get the chance to feel

more...

and more...

i like pop love song

heart broken song

i like the lyrics

even it's break up song

although it doesn't fit into what i'm going through

i just like it

C'mon c'mon don't leave me like this

I thought I had you figured out

it means another way in the lyrics

but i like it in my own way

i could stay like this

i could give you everything

just stay like this until...

until I couldn't feel anything

it just needs to take a long long time

니가 너무 촣아

진짜요

Mask

this is real, this is me

why can't you see

this is what i used to be

i smile

i laugh

i live in it

I'm just don't wan to face the truth

yet... at least... yet...

I want to make it longer

but time is running out

people don't think the way we think

they won't understand

how could they

as no one in the world really means to understand each other

being different

being fake

this is real

this is me

i'm exactly what I'm supposed to be

gonna let the light

shine on me

but it's almost time to turn the light off

just stay like this

like this

nothing gonna change

no accident

no expose

just like this

i don't have my dear friends here

i cant stand being alone again

alone in the dark

yes... i used to be in the dark

its not good

really

how i wish i could freeze time

its so archaic to use this phrase

but its the truth

i wanna freeze the time whenever i want

when the most precious moment fades away

i could save it

just save it

to save me

this is just another love

a hopeless love

i shall not give too much hope

i dont wan to fall into pieces again

its hurt

its really hurt

you dont know

you really dont know

I want you to know

Are you aware of what you made me feel
Are you?
No, I think not =(

Love can be blind

Love can be blended through time

I cant get my love

that is why I keep on finding someone to love

it's been a long time I had a crush on someone

I feel the excitement

I feel the pain at the same time

I can't face the truth

I keep on dreaming

I keep on imagine

but everything's just an illusion

yet I still live in it

it's none other than the same as the past

I love very much

I love secretly

I swallow the pain at the time I realize the reality 

and then hidden from it again

I look at you secretly

What can I do

What's not meant to be is not meant to be

What's forbidden is always forbidden

I should stay silence

I used to live like this

forever and ever

I can't complain

I can only cry and hate my life

How I wish you know

no matter yes or no

I just want to know

Underneath my smile, can you see?

Some secrets need to be kept...

Some story should never been told...

A lyrics I like it so much...

Hilary Duff

Dangerous to Know

what's really dangerous to know...

the truth...

human's reaction...

I cant bare it...

Underneath this Smile

again...

Hilary Duff

I've shown it..

a thousand times...

that's the real me...

but...

no one knows...

how could they know...

as I'm not the center of the world...

Hide Away

you know

Hilary Duff

I hide for so long

and now I'm free

why do I feel empty

I say what I have to say

I do what I have to do

Unlike playing poker

for once

I thought I could lose the game

but surprisingly

I won

but do I?

Do I won?

I smile

I laugh

My heart wrenches at the same time

it's the worst

I smile and heartbreak at the same time

I feel much much worse than I used to be years ago

I thought those days were the worst

but I think I never know what's the worst

as I'm still living

Being not the same

I...

I cant say anything but just silence

Go away

Go away my pain

half pain

everyone has their past

everyone learns something in the past

They get something new and wonderful in this hour

Looking at them

my eyes fill with jealousy and hatred

but I can't

I didn't get it

I'm not meant to be

How I wish I could just die

and say this word coolly

"Let me bring this secret together to the grave"

Guess I'm just not ready to give up yet

and there's still many heartbreak ready for me

being like this

unlikely to be my desire

I'm just like this

you can't take it?

just go away

don't put salt on my wound anymore

I don't want to feel this pain anymore

I just need to remember

Hide Away

Underneath this Smile

Dangerous to know

yes...

it's dangerous..