I'll come back, but I'm not coming back

Day by day

I lived through pain and insane

I couldn't make it

seriously

why is it so hard

just to put down and forget

JUST GET OVER IT

I just couldn't

and now I'm living in my own hell

Internship is going to over soon

not really sure wanna back to INTI

Everything will be so different

and I don't wanna back to the different world I used to have

I couldn't

The consequence of everything

the backfire of having so much friends

and much more close friends

leaving us here

leaving me here

I couldn't stand it

I just want to hug you all and cry out loud

Until now

I didn't really have a chance to completely let go my anxiousness

Kahying, Hoayyin, Rachel... everyone

it's kinda weird

We're all having our own problems at the same time

and we're all falling apart in the world

We couldn't meet up

I just want to see you all

honestly speaking

I really don't wan to touch anything about college

I used to like college life

everything i learnt is really what I want

but now...

things have gone too over

Nothing gonna save it

and even I'm back there

I just wan to be alone

that's all

hate it or what

I've already been like this

I couldn't make everyone forget everything and start all over again

at least I'm not the one who can handle it

When will the Vivacious be gathered again

Siewlin...

I'm waiting your return

you're the one who I didn't hug for the longest time

I miss you all

my college life

has been ruined

by myself