How Could I...

How could I handle this life

How could I not envy others

How could I stop being like this

How could I not talk to you when you're there

How could I endure this sorrow

How could I make myself disappear

How could I not being myself

How could I let you talk to me

How could I dump my family and die

How could I live without any love

How could I live just by friendship

How could I being not selfish

How could I stop the wheel of fortune

How could I stop the fate

How could I talk to you

How could I stop thinking of you

How could I throw away my feeling

How could I treat my friends better

How could I not being negative

How could I smile

How could I

How could I

I'm desperate

Why

Why

Why

Someone please help me...

I'm drowning...