You're my daydream

I tend to get so down lately

yes

a lot down

ever since I've entered college

I never been this down

when I join my friend

I get the most joy

without thinking anything like I used to

somehow I can't avoid the issue forever

I get mood swing lately

I try to forget thing

and join friends

thought I could get rid of this irritating feel

but I can't

for the first time I went to the top floor of INTI

sitting beside the staircase alone

Listen to my music

and drop some tears

surprisingly I can't even tell time flies

so fast

my class ended

and I just skipped half of my class

guess that no one really care what I've been doing

but never mind

I could care less about this

I just need some time to be alone

alone

alone 

so close yet so far

it's the same thing I said long time ago

it's no big difference with old case

I just being too emotional

too sensitive

till I hope I can...

never mind

thinking too much not good for me

I could get down again

and start to punch walls ㅋㅋㅋ 

I though of something

seems like human are not perfect

I thought I could have everything

but in fact that's so not true

There's always something you're missing

for my case

love

I couldn't get it

no matter how

no matter how

it's a sad fact

I feel so... down again.. ==

everyone thought I've been emo for academic

that's really  LOL

but not bad

at least no one tries to ask me what happen this what happen that

well sorry~

I could tell the whole story to my beloved friends only~ <3

just hope that I could get better in these days

coz I will be very busy lately =P

You are my daydream

A dream that couldn't be true

Yet I'm living in it

Let it be just an illusion

An illusion that hurts me

like other illusions do in the past