I sense fear

I sense fear

when I see

When I open my eyes

when I thought I could have been

a better way to adapt

Never thought I could be this miserable

Hiding on the staircase

Stare at nothing

my mind floods with whisper

yes

whisper that telling me

this is just another same history

Wheel of Fortune

my history keep repeating itself

it's just another case

how long should I handle those eyes of fear

I changed

but I'm still me

people never accept us

I've seen enough

seeking for answer

but I seek for pain at last

there's isn't a spell in my book

I make the spell

just to console my mind

it doesn't work

the only sure is time

let me forget

let me give up

I cried

I cried

and cried and cried

yet I'm still crying

I can't control

I can't control

whenever I see you

or should I say

you wouldn't even dare to look at me

this is fear

is it

is it

I feel like wanna get drunk again